Day 16 January 25,2007

Well here it is Day 16! Can u believe its been this long.I took the kids to the Mall for the day.It was weird without Ken being with us.Even Jayden was really Klingy with me.Hes stayed by me and Hunter only.when we got home I had gotten another letter from him.Hes so worn down.Hes not eating good,getting sick.The guys are treating them like 2 year old kids telling them to pee their pants?? Damn morons.Thats why more people do not join.Its not that we do not want to help but we do not want to be treated that way.He was told hes going to Iraq! 90 percent chance hes going.Then they said that most of the guys that die have the jobs they are gonna be doing.I do not think so.He best flunk out and come home.I will not think less of him.I do not want him to go to Iraq.With his job hes going to his death sentence.I want to write him and tell him but I think they read his mail.So I will tell him on the phone.Going to Iraq would be ok if he was not driving gas tanks.On them Roads?? No way...This is not what we wanted.I thought he would get a home based army job.cause of his age.I am to upset to sleep.I love him to much to lose him.