Day 14 January 23,2007

Well here it is Day 14.I really really miss Ken. The kids fight every time I am online or on the phone,everytime.Jaydens new thing is throwing toys at Hunter.Big ones. He yells at him OMG help. I need a sitter for a weekend before I go out of my mind. My headaches are trying to come back along with the light headed stuff.Prob from Stress.I am doing ok. Just money is a big problem.If I had that I could get the kids out and take them someplace.Put gas in the van,Buy me a beer lol. Life would be good again!! I miss having a beer with Ken in a cold freezer glass on the weekends.Anyways I am gonna let Hunter online.I found him this jackpot site full of free games.Hes hooked!!!