Day 22 January 31,2007

Well here it is Day 22.The month is over finally! I did not get a letter today.Kinda sucks.I am kinda used to getting one a day now.My hood is so stuck on the van and I need to put the fluids in it.I hate that van.2 people have tried.I am taking it to Daves to open.Maybe he will for free. No w2 still!!! Grr why soo damn long?? I have ment a few girls that are cool online that are married to the Military.I hope it helps.I can not wait to see Ken on March 23.thats his date for graduation so far.I so miss him a lot.The kids went to bed at 6:30! both of them!!! I am up and alone.(Sigh) I hope Ken is thinking about us.we are of him.He told me in a letter that he looked out side and saw the moon and he said thats the same moon I look at when I am home.So he said to look at it at nite and know he is as well thinking of us:) Ilove him....

Day 21 January 30,2007

Well today was kinda stressful.I got the base ment done for the guys.I did a damn good job.I had to bring up all Kens airsoft stuff and uniforms upstairs.Then clean all the mold and put the basement in order.I had to wait til Hunter got home so he could help with Jayden.Jayden wound up downstairs with me though lol.The guys came by and it was soo weird without Ken being here.So weird.I put Jayden to bed before they played so he would not get upset.He loves his dad so much.I did not hear a word downstairs.I always hear Ken lol.It was a slow day.Each day is freaking dragging! My taxes are taking forever to get here.I am pissed!!!I need to get this stuff going already!!

Day 20 January 29,2007

Well here it is Day 20! I got two more letters from Ken.I guess things are looking up some.He is doing the real part of training now.Hes got his Gun and they take them apart and put them together.Prob have to never take it part lol.I am still hoping he does not go to Iraq.The phone rang today and Jayden ran to get it,thinking it was his daddy.It really sucks they do not let them call even on Sunday.I mean these guys rae hlping to save us and others and they can't make a call to home once a week on God day?? I cleaned out the bathroom and threw half of the stuff out.I have to call his mom and let her know whats going on as well.Hunter has a new teacher.A guy teacher.Hes happy.But he said the works to easy for him.Thats good he notices that.Jayden used the bathroom again!! I wish Ken could see all this.Hes sleeping now.Long day I guess lol.well I am off to write my sweetie another letter:)

Day 19 January 28,2007

Well here it is Day 19! I get letters from Ken almost everyday:) They really help us.I feel bad for Jayden cause he does not understand the letters.I have wrote Ken a few times but he still does not have them.That sucks he prob thinks I have not wrote him yet.I have sent 5 letters now.Today was spent doing nothing again.Kinda boring lol.No money is bad anough with a bad car.But No Ken makes it lamer.I miss K-dogg days lol.I am slowly cleaning stuff out.Just in case by some odd chance I can sell this place.Hobie and Scott will here here Tuesday.Hope that goes ok.Everyday I think abaout Ken and what hes doing.I sure hope he knows we miss him a lot.

Day 18 January 27,2007

Today was a ok day.We cleaned up the house and watched dvds.The kids are ok today.Not as bad as yesterday.I got another letter from Kens.Hes not doing good at all.I feel bad for him.Hes getting no sleep hardly any food and they are being pushed to far.I wish I could go beat them all up for him lol.Mason stopped over for a few.Other than that its kinda a quiet day.I have to log into the sites of his and check in.Its been a few since I did.I took a hot bubble bath tonite and read some of the Bible.It was great! We all just really really miss Ken......we love him.I am gonna go watch this Lifetime movie lol

Day 17 January 26,2007

Today was a lame day.I got one of my w2 forms.Just waiting on another.I sent out another 3 letters to Ken.I am on my last nereves with these Kids.All they do is fight,fight and fight.Hunter needs a brick in his head.He is starting to refuse to listen.I am gonna hurt him if he does not listen.My nerves are shot.I am thinking of sending him away,to camp this Summer.Jayden is just as bad.My head is getting dizzy again.I am deeply annoyed.I think hes doing this cause of Ken and Iraq.He just started this since that letter.I think hes afraid to lose him.Jayden is always breaking Hunters stuff and hitting him.Hunter hits back oohh Lord! Well they are fighting I gotta go.......I miss Ken lol

Day 16 January 25,2007

Well here it is Day 16! Can u believe its been this long.I took the kids to the Mall for the day.It was weird without Ken being with us.Even Jayden was really Klingy with me.Hes stayed by me and Hunter only.when we got home I had gotten another letter from him.Hes so worn down.Hes not eating good,getting sick.The guys are treating them like 2 year old kids telling them to pee their pants?? Damn morons.Thats why more people do not join.Its not that we do not want to help but we do not want to be treated that way.He was told hes going to Iraq! 90 percent chance hes going.Then they said that most of the guys that die have the jobs they are gonna be doing.I do not think so.He best flunk out and come home.I will not think less of him.I do not want him to go to Iraq.With his job hes going to his death sentence.I want to write him and tell him but I think they read his mail.So I will tell him on the phone.Going to Iraq would be ok if he was not driving gas tanks.On them Roads?? No way...This is not what we wanted.I thought he would get a home based army job.cause of his age.I am to upset to sleep.I love him to much to lose him.