Day 29 Febuary 7,2007

Well here it is day 29.I had the van towed to Daves to get fixed.Hunter had to stay home again cause of it.No other kids go to his school so he had no ride.Plus I do not have friendly neighbors.It was about 570 to fix it.Kens mom offered to pay for it but I had already done it.She really wanted to help with it.I just want to try and do this on my own But I had to wait on the Mortgage to fix it the van.So I asked if I need help with the mortage could she help.I will of course give her the money.Its just not sure if the taxes will be in yet or Kens money by the 15th.She said call her.Lets hope money is in.

Day 28 Febuary 6,2007

Well here it is Day 28.The Schools were closed again due to the whether.Good thing anyways cause the van still does not work.Today was a boring day,just went online,kids watched tv. Thats it lol

Day 27 Feburay 5,2007

Well here it is Day 27! I got up at 7:00 am.Got Hunter ready for school.I went out to start the van and it would not start.I tried to open the hood but nothing.It was stuck as usual and on top of that frozen shut.I came in and found out there was no school! Its to damn cold I guess so they closed the school!! I guess below 10 degrees is cold.My battery is dead.So both kids all day means fighting all day lol.I do miss Ken helping with this part,course that mean a lot of crying lol.He yells they run and cry lol.I think they lady across the street is doing rent scam.She pretened to put trash out and closed up her doors which she never does.Her friend drove up in a van and picked up the "trash".to bad I know the landlord and called and turned her in.Its not cool to do that.Gosh I hate the Ghetto lol.Pontiac is so Ghetto.Gosh when I first came here.It was kinda nice.I am scared and I wish Ken was here to save us lol. Maybe cause we r getting used to him being gone the time will fly by.I know he misses Jayden a lot.Hes got guts! More than I do lol.Maybe not though cause Kids are so much work and stress,it may make the Army a playground lol!

ps Hunter has no school tommorrow!! Ken can I visit you asap! Kids make me nuts lol!

Day 26,Febuary 4,2007

Well here it is Day 26! Today is a laid back day and the Super Bowl is on.Moms came over to get the w2 for Ken and to hang out for a few with us.Shes so funny.I like her lol.We got some junk food and beer and hung out and watched the game.It was cool not even a few seconds into the game The Bears got the First touchdown! Damn that was fast!!! But the Colts wound up winning it.Later I watched a Little House on the Prarie Marathon! The kids fell out.The were tired.It was weird not having Ken here cause we make hsi bean dip and my hot wings and beer all day.I wonder if they got to watch the game??

Day 25 Febuary 3,2007

Well here it is Day 25!! This time I went out for the day to get more food,some stamps to write Ken,a 6 pack of beer cause I need it lol!I let each Kid picks a toy.They have been without for a while so its a treat and second cause they miss Ken and it makes em be happy for a few.Hunter picked a wrestler and a wrestling ring.Jayden got two Thomas train sets lol. I got nothing lol.Its cool.I like them happy.Kim came by for a while,First she took me to get mt taxes done then we watched lifetime movies lol and ate pizza! At 9 pm at nite Iknow Ken is in bed cause the Army has them in bed that early.I always wonder what hes thinking.We do think of him everyday,no matter what happens hes a part of our life here or not.

Day 24 Febuary 2,2007

Well here it is Day 24! I got up,still no money.I have not had coffee in weeks.I am so tired and worn out.I watched some tv with Jayden.Of course his shows.Bob the Builder is his fave show,I called the bank for the hell of it to see how much bank fees over drafted our account.I called and there was 1000 in the bank!! I had to recall to make sure! It was true!! I was singing all over the house lol! I dressed Jayden and we went out for the day.Hunter was in school! I got some food,paid a few bills and got some pictures done for Ken.It was like a alarm clock for me.It gave me energy having money lol! I even spend a few bucks on my self and got Pantene Shampoo! lol.We had a good day and I have no idea if that "WAS" Kens Income or Mine.Notice I said "WAS" lol j/k No I did not spend much.I left a lot for him in case he needed it.

Day 23 Febuary 1,2007

Well here it is Day 23!!! Today was pretty much another boring day.I was watching some Football highlights and was thinking about Ken.Jayden asked about his dad,he says where Daddy I saw Daddy Army and I think he knows.I can tell he misses him.Hunter has his first day of Tutor class.But when I picked him up he had fallen down the steps at school and hurt his knee and nose pretty good.Still broke and no money.It will be ok soon.Theres someone else always worse off that you.I got another letter from Ken.Gosh I do miss him.Not the yelling all the time but the rest of it.It starting to turn into a Routine day now without Ken.I am getting used to it now.Feb 9th will be a month since hes been gone.Him and I make a good team and I think with him doing this.It will make me stronger and in more control.