March 17

It has been a while since my last post.My whole house has been very sick with I have no idea what.I think its the flu.I had to admit all of us in the ER to get some medical help.They gave us antibiotics and we got sick again.Its hard to take care of my self being this sick and two kids as well.Ken Gradutates on March 23! I am going to drive to SC to see him with the kids.I can't wait!!! I have spent some money getting things in order here with Bills and house repair stuff.Then all of us where in bad need of new clothes and shoes.Once this trip is over time to save money now.The fun part is over.I want to save as much money as I can for when Ken does get home.Well I need to go lay down.I am all messed up lol

Day 37 Febuary 15,2007

Well here it is Day 37.Its hard to believe its been 37 days now.I talked to my mom last nite,I was in a bitch fest mood lol.Today I got up and called the bank there was 1000 in it so I paid the Mortgage online.It was easier,costed 12 dollars to do it but they got it.I am happy.I got some candles today in case our power goes out.This wheather has been bad,really bad.I got letters from Ken today,he kinda pissed me off cause he said he can't take bad news.There was no bad news.He was mad about overdraft fees.I did not make them.He did by not having money in the account,when he left.I waited on the Mortgage til the 15 and got the van fixed and thats done.I did not have to borrow nothing to do the car or van!! Plus he wrote that he thougt I would write him more.I write him all the time.I do not think hes getting my letters.Or not all of them.He said other soilders get mail everyday.He looks for mail from us.I write about every other day.Its hard to get time with Jayden.hes a lot of work,then he said he knew Jayden would fucking forget about him,just cause Jyaden did not talk on the phone.Well that was silly cause he knows Jayden never talks on the phone lol.Jayden talks about Ken everyday all day,trust me lol.He must be ahvin a pity party too like I was last nite lol.AW well I wrote him again today so he'll get it next month prob lol:)

Day 36 Febuary 14,2007

Well here it is day 36.Its Valentines day and no Ken:( Eveeryones getting gifts,going out to eat,etc.Not me I got kids and a headache.No school again this time cause of the storm.I found another cousins of Hunters on myspace.We are gonna get together soon witht he family.No one has seen Hunters dad.I am gonna invite them all to Hunters bday party.We are afraid to have one no one has every showed up at his party.One year I had people from work come.They did cause they new that no one else would show up.I had to shovel the snow today myself.It was hard work lol.I want to leave the house but its too cold and fixed or not I do not trust that van.I let Jayden do water colors in the kitchen.I made Hunter a myspace page and finished it up today.His page is for family only.It looks cool.A few more day until the DAYTONA 500!!!!! I can't wait!!!! I sure miss Ken a lot today:( I hope he got the cards we sent him.There was 4 of them.Todays the 14th no money yet in the bank from taxes.I have to make the mortgage by tommorrow! I may have to call moms(Kens Mom)I am trying not to.I will see.No stove yet.But my hair looks really good today lol...

Day 35 Febuary 13,2007

Well here it is Day 35.Hunter was still sick with a high fever so he stayed home again.He was still in the room ut it was hard to keep Jayden out of the room.Poor hunter no matter what he does Jayden has to do it too.The Hunter yells which is not cool,then Jayden yells,then I yell lol omg!I moved the table today and allt he legs fell off,they fell the fuck off!!! lol.All that work Robert did was for nothing.I checked it too it was very sturdy,I have no idea why it did that.He will be upset cause it took him a while to fix,But the wood that was used to make the table is weird,Its partical board.ups came yesterday for me but I was not here.They said they would be back on the note but they never showed up.Its very very bad out side.Snow storm,strong winds.Its scary.If I saw a homeless person at this point I would let them in cause its not nice out there for anyone.

Day 34 Febuary 12,2007

Well here it is day 34.I was right Hunter had 101 temp and a swollen throat.He stayed home from school.Hes missing way to much school for everythign going on.I had him a his room away from Jayden and me lol.Still no stove yet.I tried to pull the stove out myself to measure the part but the stove would not move.This sucks.I want real food not micro food.Robert Does not eat any home cooked food.over the weekend he ate all micro processed food.ewww! Today I moved the crib to the bedroom,the diningroom has more room now.Hunters room is still hit lol.Everything is in there right now lol.Kens Airsoft,ST uniforms all the toys,extra coats etc lol.Hunter heard something in the basement.we were scared big time I do not know what he heard but we checked it an hour later and everythign was fine.I have the windows blocked anyways.The crib took forever to put back together.I got a few letters from Ken today.I like getting his letters.I sure could have used his help today..

Day 33 Febuary 11,2007

Well here it is Day 33! Today the drivers were qualifying!! Tony is in 8th spot so far.WHta funny is all of Gibbs racing guys are in a row.The guys rae here for practice again,the took the stove out and Robert and Mark brought the one from the shed in.I have no idea if it works yet.I need a part for it I guess???Ken also called today!!!! His platoon won something and they got a 5 min call.He talked for ten lol! I did not even know it was him lol.It was so good hearing from him!! He got to talk to Jayden and Hunter and me! He seems to be doing ok so thats good.I know its hard on him though.I took Robert home and Nikki gave me a bunch of quilt materail.It was some nice stuff.Hunter is not feeling to good.I can tell hes getting something.

Day 32 Febuary 10,2007

Well here it is Day 32!!! Gosh time is going so slow.Good news though.Daytona pratice is on!!! That means Daytona 500 is around the corner!! I am havin a small get togehter.Robert fix our coffee table.He made all new holes in new spots and put the legs in new parts of the wood.Its strong I hope.He also helped me take some stuff downstairs.Good thing he was here.It was to heavy for me and fixing stuff with Jayden around is impossible lol.This house needs a lot of work.I hope I can get it all done before Ken gets back.I want him to come home to a nice cute house.I stil got that irritating cough! I hate it.I want to go to the doctors but taking Jayden anywhere sucks.At least with Ken here he could watch him.Oh well I will live lol